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so much [27 Mar 2005|01:24am]
[ mood | cold ]

where to begin.....lets see shall we. Well I know where I'm going to college, University of Scranton. My cat went missing so I adopted a new kitten named Boogie and then today my missing cat was standing outside our house. She was pissed to say the least. She was mean to Boogie and Boogie is a poor helpless kitten. My mother says I have to choose between then eventually and I don't know if I can. My old cat is acting weird since she got back and Boogie is so fucking adorable. Arg I don't know what I'm gonna do.
Tina left for her cruise and that was sad. I know she's only gone for like 8 days but it's like a mini test run for when I don't talk to her everyday once we're in college. I dunno I have just been thinking about leaving a lot lately. It's going to be one of the hardest things I ever have to do. I can't imagine saying goodbye to the people I grew up with. I started thinking about the last reading of the grinch by Mr. Ahern and how we all cried and had a group hug and of course the mere thought of that made me cry all over again. On top of that I wrote my blurbs that basically say goodbye to everyone and it just all seems so real now. But this can't be, I still feel like I'm 11 years old and I just came to the Academy. I'm scared I won't lie. Who wouldn't be? I know that this is something everyone has to go through but now that it's happenening to me it seems so tragic and sad. Then I forget who I was talking about prom with I think it was caitlin, and I said we can't forget that after prom there will be no more semi formals no more dances thats it...that's the last dance we ever have. I'm scared! advice please?!?

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b to the izored [11 Mar 2005|09:45am]
[ mood | anxious ]

I got not one but two summons' yesterday on my way to school. One was for speeding (90 mph in a 65 mph zone) and then when i didnt realize the police car was behind me he gave me another one for failure to yeild to an emergency vehicle. Surprisingly my parents weren't mad. They both just said as long as you are ok and you learned a lesson everything is ok.

Prom is a tough nut to crack. There are so many things that need to be done before June 3rd like find a date, find a dress, make a hair appt. , make a nail appt. , buy shoes and then have an amazing time. A date ehh.....there are a few people i have in mind one is a little risky....i dunno. we shall see we shall see.

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I AM COLLEGE BOUND [20 Feb 2005|12:40am]
[ mood | accomplished ]

Thats right bitches and hoes i got into college! I will no longer worry about anything forever. Oh by the way i got into Desales thats the school i am talking about. I don't think Robin is happy about it lol.....i swear i dont want to follow her. THATS ALL I HAVE FOR NOW SLUTS BECAUSE THATS BIG FUCKIN NEWS!!!

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what to do [25 Jan 2005|10:29pm]
[ mood | bored ]

To go to school or not to go to school? That is the question. My dad thinks I shouldn't go and my mom said i have to get my homework. Haha homework, good one mom! So we'll see.....hmmmmm at 4:30 i will not wanna go. Anywho i watched one tree hill tonight and it was oh so good. Jake makes my heart pound hes pretty much perfect except for the whole baby thing but Jenny is cute so i could deal i guess. I have a lunch date at noon tomorrow at desales so that should be nice. Oh yea Recent Development: I'm not goin to school again tomorrow. Drama Drama Drama.

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Things are getting curiouser and curiouser [20 Apr 2004|10:18pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

So thank God my GPA went up...by two whole points woopwoop. Had a game yesterday and i wanted to cry in the middle of it....i was pitching so horribly so i hope that to make up for that God will let me have a good game tomorrow...its only fair. I was the only person in english class today that did the homework how ironic is that lol. My mother took me out to dinner as a way of saying "good job getting good grades!" so that was nice and cool of her. I just watched one tree hill and i think it was the best episode this season....I mean...not that i watch that show or know what any of the other episodes were like....uhhhh yea. At the end there was a cover of R.E.M's Everybody Hurts by Dashboard Confessional and it made me sad....because thats a good song and they kinda killed it for me. Anywho i have 5 frees tomorrow lol yay for no math! I'm so sore from throwing today ouchiessssss. Shout out to mel the mathlete....math olympics don't make you a loser.....you make you a loser. Thats really all i have for now....because now that my life is going pretty well i have no depressing things to rant on about and that makes me happy :)

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Fucking SAT's [09 Apr 2004|10:34pm]
[ mood | awake ]

I hate standardized testing....the SAT's can blow me. Everyone is telling me that my score isn't bad....and i guess it's not. I just wanted to do better than i did. Whatever i guess....i'll take it again and do better so i guess it doesnt matter that much. My dad got mad at me for not gettin what i thought i had....but then he apologized for getting mad...so i guess thats fine. I dunno....i just feel like i could have done much better.

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and so it goes [16 Dec 2003|03:17pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

so im home pretending to be more sick than i am....and i figured i should use this valuable time to update. I know my last entry didn't provide much information so here we go. Friday night we hit up a keg party in the park and then went back to tinas where we all got our asses kicked by the guys. Saturday me and tina got our makeup and hair done and walked out of concept elite lookin smokin' hot. We went back to the house got dressed and then waited for the guys to come and pick us up. They came 8 minutes late and tina was gettin ready to call and try to find them lol. Then we went to semi with our men and got the usual who are they stares from everyone in the room. But we didn't care cause we had an awesome time. Then the limo came and picked us up at 10. We got in and that's when the real fun began. We did the usual and a little of the unusual and it was awesome. I was so angry when we got back to tina's that it was over. But it was a night that i know i won't be forgetting anytime soon. So there you have it folks my weekend in a nutshell. Hope you enjoyed reading it a fraction of how i enjoyed living it. as mel would say tata.

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whoa [15 Dec 2003|10:25pm]
[ mood | amused ]

thats the only word i can use to describe this weekend. IT WAS AWESOME. me and my mannnnn lol. we had a great time hes so great. and john the limo driver was the man. i love semi-formal. new years ....i hope will rock. esp if he comes.

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........ [15 Oct 2003|02:27pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

I didnt go to school today...not because i just didnt feel like it but because i couldnt go. It's official steve and i are no longer friends. I really thought this one would pass just like the others but i was very wrong. But he was being an asshole to me....i tried to talk to him at least 10 times but nothing worked. And i miss him....but i really think i'll be fine without him. Since he got home from camp i dont know who he thinks he is but he hasnt been himself. We were fightinh a lot and i guess e had just had it. But what i dont get is how this fight started in the first place. When i ask him he says it was because i dont respect him enough, and because im friends with tina. If thats how hes gonna be then i dont want him.
Even though i dont want him i feel like something is missing and im sure i will feel like this for quite sometime but i will jsut have to deal with it i guess and just try not to think about him. WE WERE FRIENDS FOR 6 YEARS!! Im just still shocked that he could give that up so easily. He really hurt me this time i just hope i can recover.
Please dont think im weak or complaining cause its not that i just miss my best friend

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dudleyyyy [13 Oct 2003|12:10am]
[ mood | accomplished ]

look at my hot new icon. Its dudley or arthur or demi or
______. I love ittt

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odd odd day [27 Aug 2003|09:45pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

Im at steve's concluding one of the first extremely fun days i have had in the longest time. First of all bio.....you read in mels....my stomach still hurts from laughing so hard holy shit. And i Really had a good time tonight with steve

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ouchy ouchy bang bang [29 Jul 2003|10:50pm]
[ mood | drained ]

No need to panick i was not shot! I worked my ass off today. 12 hours of standing....no running around the kitchen making lotsa food and serving it to mean people. whatever.

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prom [24 Jul 2003|11:02pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

i dont know why but i just started thinking about how for the last two years there hasnt been a junior prom......this upsets me i think my grade should def have one. All in my grade who read this stand with me in demanding a junior prom. I think it would be fun. And we would plan it not parents. I dunno im weird.
the end

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bloobidy blah [21 Jul 2003|11:30pm]
[ mood | awake ]

wassup.....hey moochismo tell my sis to leave you alone and call me for once. Im so bored and not sure what science class im in. Hmmmmm. I dont know what to do....i cant find one of my summer readin books online. Does this mean i have to read that one?! I like to read......just not assigned readin....once they put virgin siucides on the list ill read for school. Miss mel and sleeping beauty caitlin. Steve is home on a somber note. He seems so not him because of everything. I hope he's ok.
Peace im outta hea!

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someone? [20 Jul 2003|11:32pm]
hey guys i need weissmans e-mail could someone please e-mail it to me or im it to me soon please
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i feel so helpless [20 Jul 2003|11:02pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]

Steve just called me and he was very upset to say the least. His grandmother died this morning and he's a wreck. He called and just said that when he heard he just really needed to talk to me. I just listened to him sniffle and try to make it sound like he was ok.....he only kept that up for about two minutes. I feel so far away from him and so helpless. Now his homecoming won't be a happy one and this happens to him every summer. And he was there for me through everything with my dad and i wanna help him so much but i dont know how. I guess just being here for him is the best thing to do. He's gonna come stay up here a few days and i hope he's ok by then. I love him and apparently he loves me since he said it a lot tonight. His grandmother was such a sweet woman and i was a little upset when he told me. I just wish there was someway i could help. All i could say to him was i know what your going through i went through it already and it's going to be ok. But it doesnt feel like enough. I just cant wait to see him and help him through this.
I just feel so helpless

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dear lord its 3 am [19 Jul 2003|02:08am]
[ mood | blah ]

why am i awake....im workin a double tom....what is wrong with me.....i watched bring it on just to avoid sleeping....this is a sad sad day.

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oh my my my [07 Jul 2003|12:03am]
[ mood | aggravated ]

Jokes....they are funny....doesnt matter how long. I Hate when people cant take a joke....i ahve ended entire friendships over it. And if the joke is not about you dont get involved. How bout that say something...i dare you

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ummm...well...yea....my present from mel....i....like it? [02 Jul 2003|06:05pm]
[ mood | confused ]

here it is....now be nice she worked hard on it

Isn't she talented?

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me= haha [02 Jul 2003|05:31pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

holy shit lol i got back pics from cultural evening. The peeing in my pants is about to commence because they are so damn funny. i get my pay check fri or sat.....$360 +tips!!! woo-hoo.
Everytime steve is online i am too.....but my FUCKIN AWAY MESSAGE IS ON! And he gets mad everytime lol. I MISS HIM MORE THAN ANYTHING. I find that at night (when i would usually be talkin to him for hours at a time) that i am not bored.
BAAAA.....I hate stupid people. Especially when they dont know they are so incredibly stupid, and pretend to do intelligent things. Like you know they arent sitting around reading books, and watching the discovery channel.....they are eating....and looking at porn im sure. Please i beg all of you not to be one of those people.....PLEASE?!

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